feel so whist

yesterday after class i go back hometown...go back to do some housework, because cny is coming soon...when i reach back is too later then i do housework at the nex day....when i weak up, everybody are not at home.....then i clean up every thing and mop the floor....suddenly feel so whist, if my mother still at here then v will clean the house together, but now is jz myself doing only...i not feel so hard to do it, but feel whist....so miss tat time to work wit my mother....but all is gone.....

actually i not going back, bcos i got so many assignment hv to rush.....but i remember my mother say must make the house clean any time, but dint do tat...so sorry mom, i dint do wat i was promise to you....but tis time no matter how busy, i oso wan go bac clean up the house before cny...

cny is not meaningful at all bcos without u and grandma....every festival coming i oso feel cool n whist....it is not tat happy thn before....